text him and be like "yo, still wanna get that drink?" the worst that can happen is he'll say no and that's not the end of the world@Anonymous
Yeah, I know. I may do that, just……..not at half three in the morning :’)
I met a guy in town a couple of months ago and we went for a drink and talked about art and music and he tried to teach me to draw and he was just generally really cool (and had great taste in shirts). He text me a few days later asking if I wanted to meet up again but it was when I was still sort of seeing Lewis so I said no and now I kinda regret it. I don’t know what just made me think of him but I wonder what would have happened if I’d gone for that drink, even if it was just as friends.
He was a significant improvement on the randomers I usually attract conversation from such as the batty old pagan woman in Waterstones and the bell enthusiast I met on the bus :’)
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.
raise your hand if you are scared shitless about the future yet couldn’t care less at the same time